Today, Mom’s heart of pure gold and Mom’s love of pure diamond are utterly missed. I’ve enjoyed them as often as I’ve pleased, as deep as I was able, and as long as I was allowed. Both have implanted an eternally blooming seed in my body and soul. Mom's physical absence is terrible, but today, it is more poignant than ever. On this Mother's Day, my wander orphaned soul is craving for Mom's hugs, kisses, and loving embraces. Our love bond was and is unlimited through space and time and it has been helping me to navigate life’s crossing of deserted lands and hurricane oceans. Yet, as strong as this love bond fortress is, it cannot disguise the cruel painful reality of her physical absence. Today my attempts to tame this truth with the mantra, “forget the past, live the here and now” are of no avail. An unbearable pain has erupted uncontrollably from the roots of my soul and I cannot stop the pouring of my sadness.
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